Assalamualaikum...
Hello Mello On Da Day...
How should I start my entry, uh? Well, dah lama kan tidak taip, update mmg obvious la kan. Ugh, you know me well, I'm so lazy updating my blog since i'm becoming U students. Frankly speaking, kepala hotak aku akan blanked. Why uh? and I will just stare in front of the laptop sampai mata pun pedih. *tipu semata-mata. See,I took more than 5 minutes just want to start each words of my entry. --' Dah tu mau ber'trep taip English pulak. Haha. You know that i'm totally bad in English, ni la salah satu cara aku mau improve english aku yang damn bad. Kakaka.
Btw, aku update ni pun sebab aku bosan tahap beruk sampai berguling-guling di atas lantai simen bilik aku. hehe. *tet, tipu lagi. How to say ah? Aku rasa diri aku ni crisis identity kot. eh not! Aku ada akal gik. Haha. Aku perempuan. Lately ni, dengan automatik aku suka menghembuskan nafas panjang... Just think about my future. Dah tu, sekarang Part 2, sem pendek lagi. Ugh, final exam dah dekat. And aku masih dengan perangai aku yang malas belajar. Mau salahkan siapa lagi kan klu bukan diri sendiri. I'm exhausted. Eseh. And since my surrounding also quite difficult. Only me and myself know about it. I don't want to talk about it too much in here. Private will always private. Memang sekarang dah totally busy with assignment, quizzes, test and presentation. Huhu. Penat penat jugakla. mengeluh mengeluh jugak la. tapi bila fikir balik, i shouldn't think like that. As a student, relakan sajala kan. Aduhhh.... dekat final ni. nervous memang sangat nervous eh.. sampai stress belajar trus menghadap lptop and nonton. How bad attitudes I am. --' Bila la mahu berubah.. Nanti menyesal tidak berguna juga kan. *mengeluh lagi...
Degree students, lepasan Matriks, lepasan STPM semua dah sambung belajar. Wah! Seriously I'm quite jealous with them. Dorang dah ambik bachelor. Aku still terkapai-kapai ambik diploma. Tahun satu pun blum complete lagi. Wah, too much too handle beb. Perjalanan aku masih jauh. But taking diploma, banyak experiences aku dah lalui. Friendship, peoples, studies things, families. Banyak dah aku lalui. and indirctly, I'm improving myself for being adults sudah kan. hee. Aku dah 19 okay. memang masih adolescent. hehe. but still finding the truth identity of myself. Sometimes, i want to spit out my mind it here and type for sure, but i'm afraid that I'll hurt other people. Bila ingat dulu2, memang lucu jugala. benci orang trus update and babbles la apa2 jak. But now i know tidak semua benda perlu diceritakan di public like this kan. hehe. See, am i improving as well? hahah. Kidding bebeh. Well, i have wonderful experiences being one of UiTM Sabah students here who want to figure out myself. Hohoho. But mostly I have through many experiences about feelings than having fun. Sometimes, i don't enjoyed studying at here. Bukan letih belajar, tapi letih mau jaga perasaan orang terus. Sampai perasaan sendiri selalu sakit. Heee. See, muka aku ni memang nda banyak ketawa, kadang-kadang serious. Tapi dalam hati ini, only me and Allah know it. :) But, I'm always think positively. and yet I have learn a little bit to be more matured. :)
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Hello Mello On Da Day...
How should I start my entry, uh? Well, dah lama kan tidak taip, update mmg obvious la kan. Ugh, you know me well, I'm so lazy updating my blog since i'm becoming U students. Frankly speaking, kepala hotak aku akan blanked. Why uh? and I will just stare in front of the laptop sampai mata pun pedih. *tipu semata-mata. See,I took more than 5 minutes just want to start each words of my entry. --' Dah tu mau ber'trep taip English pulak. Haha. You know that i'm totally bad in English, ni la salah satu cara aku mau improve english aku yang damn bad. Kakaka.
Btw, aku update ni pun sebab aku bosan tahap beruk sampai berguling-guling di atas lantai simen bilik aku. hehe. *tet, tipu lagi. How to say ah? Aku rasa diri aku ni crisis identity kot. eh not! Aku ada akal gik. Haha. Aku perempuan. Lately ni, dengan automatik aku suka menghembuskan nafas panjang... Just think about my future. Dah tu, sekarang Part 2, sem pendek lagi. Ugh, final exam dah dekat. And aku masih dengan perangai aku yang malas belajar. Mau salahkan siapa lagi kan klu bukan diri sendiri. I'm exhausted. Eseh. And since my surrounding also quite difficult. Only me and myself know about it. I don't want to talk about it too much in here. Private will always private. Memang sekarang dah totally busy with assignment, quizzes, test and presentation. Huhu. Penat penat jugakla. mengeluh mengeluh jugak la. tapi bila fikir balik, i shouldn't think like that. As a student, relakan sajala kan. Aduhhh.... dekat final ni. nervous memang sangat nervous eh.. sampai stress belajar trus menghadap lptop and nonton. How bad attitudes I am. --' Bila la mahu berubah.. Nanti menyesal tidak berguna juga kan. *mengeluh lagi...
Degree students, lepasan Matriks, lepasan STPM semua dah sambung belajar. Wah! Seriously I'm quite jealous with them. Dorang dah ambik bachelor. Aku still terkapai-kapai ambik diploma. Tahun satu pun blum complete lagi. Wah, too much too handle beb. Perjalanan aku masih jauh. But taking diploma, banyak experiences aku dah lalui. Friendship, peoples, studies things, families. Banyak dah aku lalui. and indirctly, I'm improving myself for being adults sudah kan. hee. Aku dah 19 okay. memang masih adolescent. hehe. but still finding the truth identity of myself. Sometimes, i want to spit out my mind it here and type for sure, but i'm afraid that I'll hurt other people. Bila ingat dulu2, memang lucu jugala. benci orang trus update and babbles la apa2 jak. But now i know tidak semua benda perlu diceritakan di public like this kan. hehe. See, am i improving as well? hahah. Kidding bebeh. Well, i have wonderful experiences being one of UiTM Sabah students here who want to figure out myself. Hohoho. But mostly I have through many experiences about feelings than having fun. Sometimes, i don't enjoyed studying at here. Bukan letih belajar, tapi letih mau jaga perasaan orang terus. Sampai perasaan sendiri selalu sakit. Heee. See, muka aku ni memang nda banyak ketawa, kadang-kadang serious. Tapi dalam hati ini, only me and Allah know it. :) But, I'm always think positively. and yet I have learn a little bit to be more matured. :)
I'm a girl who always want to try smile even I have to through many obstacles in my life. :)
p/s : Entry luahan pulak dah. :) Sorry kalau lebih emosi.
